she may be young but she only likes old things

DON'T TELL ME HOW TO FEEL

                                       DARK IS THE WAY LIGHT IS A PLACE
              

when the devil pulls the strings all the world must dance

                                                        
                                               you hurt yourself on the outside; trying to kill the monster on the inside.

POOR IS THE MAN WHOSE PLEASURES DEPENDS ON THE PERMISSION OF ANOTHER

                         WORDS FAIL;music speaks


                                                                        she loved mysteries so much that she became one


                                    

in a society that has destroyed all adventure, the only adventure left is to destroy that society.

                                           
     

                 INTOXICATED BY MEMORIES AND FEELINGS

                                                                                           i am the architect of my own destruction
         

 i closed my mouth and spoke to you in a hundred SILENT ways

                                              TAKE ME AS I AM or WATCH ME AS I GO



                                      

FEAR IS A LIE

i'm afraid of growing up, that time is going to start moving to fast and in a blink of an eye my life is going to flash before my eyes. i'm afraid of being trapped. Anywhere really, whether its in the future looking at my past and not being able to change it, or a dark room where no one can hear my voice. I'm afraid that i wont get another chance to enjoy the silence. ultimatums scare the hell out of me. I don't think you can ever know what the right decision is in those cases. Your fate rests in your hands based on your emotions you feel in one moment. One pressure filled, sweaty palmed moment. its absolutely terrifying. I'm afraid of being in the middle of my favorite verse to my favorite song and my headphones break. Being on a run and my iPod dying. I think at that point i would just give up because the only motivation i have is the words screaming into my ears through my headphones. I'm afraid of having the opportunity to say something i have been dying to say and not knowing how to put the words together. Mumbling through a half hearted sentence while the real words are floating in my head like an unsolved puzzle.

Jesus Christ That's A Pretty Face

Jesus Christ By: Brand New

This song is one of the most truthful songs i have ever listened to. This song is for the people who don't really know what life is really for; and frankly not sure how we got here. we all have our own beliefs which is fine. it's good. i think we are all here to figure out well, why we are here. most of us are most likely to frightend to admit to anyone (even ourselves) what we really believe in. We always say it is such a blessing to be born in utah. "Where your religion and life plan is picked out for you." We always look at those far away countries with the weird religions (No judging of course) whose parents pick there spouse. but in ways we are brought up that way here. We all have to follow certain rules and live certain standers or we are not good enough. it's sad you are an outcast if you don't choose to beleive what others do, but to me life is trying to figure out what you believe in. I think we are blessed to be surrounded by good people in a good environment. (Or so that's how everyone wants it to appear to be) i love this song for so many reasons. The first time i heard it, it actually made me think. Made me realize maybe i am not the only one who is scared. You can interpret this song anyway you want. Maybe it fits you, maybe it doesn't. but it has meaning. so if you have taken your time to read this post you might as well add 5 minutes and 18 seconds more to that. youtube the song jesus christ on brand new. then you might as well go over to itunes or figure out an illegal way to download this bloody good song because i guarantee it will change your life. and wait for the last 30 seconds. best part. i'm gonna list some of the lyrics so you can know just how good it is. i wont be annoying and copy and paste the whole thing because we both know you wont go through and read it. and besides, i rather have you listen to it instead.

Well Jesus Christ I'm alone again
So what did you do those three days you were dead?
'cause this problem's gonna last more than the weekend.
Well,Jesus Christ I'm not scared to die,
I'm a little bit scared of what comes after.

i want to change the world; instead i sleep.

I'M THINKING ABOUT YOU

I'm thinking about you like my veins think about blood. Like birds think about bees, or how teenagers think about the birds and the bees. I'm thinking about you like a cook thinks about just the right pinch of salt, like an artist thinks about their tip of the brush stroking the paper. I'm thinking about you like in chess how the pond thinks about protecting its king, or how when the Chinese man hands you your food and all you can think about is the fortune inside the cookie. I'm thinking about you like a fan thinks about the lyrics, like a teenager thinks about the weekends, or how the sun refuses to stop thinking of ways to brighten up our world each day.

Randomness

Song of the post: Wires By Athlete


This picture is so depressing and true it kills me. As kids we have the biggest warmest hearts then life comes in and destroys that. We all need to remember what it was like back in the day.

Maybe the wolf is in love with the moon and each month it cries for a love it will never touch

Song of the post: Not In Love By: Crystal Castles


Love is something that we can't live with. And we can't live with out it. One of the questions weighing over everyone's head is, is it better to love and be hurt or to never have loved at all. I think our answer to this can be both. Because I find myself changing my mind day by day.

Destroy what destroys you;

Song of the post: Bad Blood by: Bastille


WE ARE ALL HIDING SOMETHING.
never judge. Never make an assumption about someone. We have all had our fair share of struggles that the majority will probably never know about. We have all had the chance to learn from our mistakes. We have all lost, and we have all gained but underneath we are all the same.

Today has been cancled go back to bed

Song of the post: Help I'm Alive By: Metric

Being human is the most envious, contradicting title that we are all trying to claim through life. I am going to make this real simple the key to being alive is easy as pie. As long as you have good taste in music and are capable to block out the world and get lost in the tunes you will be completely fine. We try to make this assumption of being human so complex when in reality all it takes is falling in love with a single song or verse. Your welcome.